Sometimes...

Sometimes I don't feel social, so I don't talk to my friends.
I feel like a loner sometimes, but I don't mind, because I haven't been the greatest person to have a conversation with. 
Most of the time, my friends don't come up to talk to me, so I feel sad.
But I almost always don't care, because I know that I won't really know what to say because my mind feels muddled lately.
I still love & treasure each of my friends though.
I am so blessed with the amazing friends I have. 
I'm sorry if I've had the chance to say "hi" to you, but never did. I'm sorry if I've never seemed sincere about a compliment.
Life is rough, but I'm doing my best to keep hold of Christ's hand.
There are days when I feel like He is the reason why I function.
Those days are often.
I am so grateful for friends like Him.